We are invited to a Fast this first week of January 2009 by Pastor Steve. I really want to participate, as I am aware of some things that I would like to surrender to God. He has given me much grace this past year! I haven't carried the weight of the world, as I used to; I am not living off emotion, as I have for most of my life; I have freely "indulged" in eating what I want, drinking when I want, sleeping when I want and waking up when I want! I haven't been enslaved to or had to adhere to any sort of schedule or routine. This is something I have NEVER experienced before in my life!
But I am also missing those sweet times of fellowship and intimacy with my Father. And I guess I'm thinking that if I Fast, I will find Him in a new and refreshing way.
The kind of Fast that I desire is a Daniel Fast.....Fasting from any sort of foods or beverages that would be considered indulgent or unnecessary. Like sugar, white flour, wine, meat, popcorn, chocolates, etc.....all the foods that I have allowed back into my life, eating them as a form of entertainment or satisfaction. I believe that if I refrain from these things for the week, and instead choose to feed on God's word, pray, or worship, that I will experience a new and fresh touch and word from God.
I need and desire His word, love, closeness, direction! I want to walk in His will for me! I trust that He is placing me in His will even now, but I desire even more of Him!!
One thing for certain, I can not accomplish this in my own strength. I need the help of the Holy Spirit which lives inside of me as my strength, counselor and friend! This will require being humble, submissive and obedient, if this is in line of what God would want for me, as well.
Father, is this desire coming from You? Is this what You are calling me to?
Can You please confirm that what I am about to embark on this week would be in line with Your plan for me? I need to know that You are pleased with me.
I will wait and watch for an answer from You, knowing that the answer may not come right away!!
Love,
Your Daughter
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